Stay up all night doing nothing,
Sleep until noon and waste the day,
And scratch out every note that you send me.
I'm a magnet. I pull them in.
But I'm too close to my family to say anything,
And I'm too used to waking up feeling overdue,
And I hope that when my parents get to heaven
They won't be too upset if they don't find me there
It's less like self depreciation
And more like a lack of self concern
And if the last year has taught me something
It's that graduating college doesn't mean a fucking thing.
And I'd rather learn to be a part
Of supporting something else
Because I'd rather try to make someone happy
Than to figure it out for myself
Track Name: Ultra Flanger
You are everything,
And I know I'm embarrassing
With my head full of the ink on my hand
That stays stained there;
That stays read
I usually like staying alone in my room
Watching teenage trash vampire shows from 2002,
But you bring out the best in me and I bring out the worst,
So for me to give a shit about the world I need you here first
I know that's selfish to expect
You to hold up your life for me.
Am I weak?
Am I wrong?
Do I not trust anyone?
Or just care too much?
I don't know.